Thursday, May 27, 2010

It was not meant for you.

I should stop that care and concern.I love time to go slow(: I love to be alone in a quiet place.I dont know why but i just like.And i love to help the poor,but i never get to carry out those voluntary work.I want to study,dance,compete my taekwondo and live the life i want when i grow up(: Alone doesnt mean your a loner,its a time where you reflect(: A weird personality just brought out who i really am.Nich was just a reminder to me(: Lets end it off and have a new start!

Monday, May 24, 2010

The feeling is not right.

Always im the one who want to end it off.But after ending off,I feel pain and sad.Is it right to end it off?I like him,but dont want to be with him and also cant be with him.Lets wait till the time is right.O.M.G! I think PMS is taking effect! Maybe i should just shut my mouth or something.I wna talk and spill out everything but cant.Everybody seems to be busy or tired with their things.My troubles are all stuck with me,i cant take it.
I called Nich today:he said,"can we talk some other time?Im sick."I replied,"Okay bye!"
I called Mum today:I said,"Im home,and today i didnt stay back in school for....."(Havent finish).She replied,"Im busy call you back later,bye!"
I text sir and Luq yesterday.Best they only replied today.
If you are really busy,dont give others hope by saying get back to you later or some other day.Or else some idiot like me will be waiting like mad.
Seriously my temper was a little hot today.I grew mad,blast the music,eat ice-cream,bang things and scream!Okay,i should chill off a little.
Worst thing was that,no matter how hard i tried.I dont think anybody can see my effort.I feel like giving up,but no matter how hard i want to give up i must persevere.I dont want to be looked down upon.
Say goodbye to losers!(:

Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Karma will bounce to you.

I wonder whats my fault?Did reflection but still dont get it.Im still in the wrong anyway,but time cant be reverse back so we cant do anything to mistake.We can only learn from our mistake and not make the same mistake again.My family members will walk me thru' my life and of course with the help of some friends(: Maybe this time round i have seen what a true friends are.Dont always put what are true friends for in your mouth all the time!Becuz you didnt make that statement right,you didnt prove what true friends are for.Friends are people who will remember your important dates,we joke,play,have fun together,grow together,dont always fight over trivial matters.I dont want to name who are my true friends,but i already have them in my heart and mind.There is three currently(: I love my family and the three best friend!!!(: I will be happy always!Crying is just not part of me.I dk why people must cry.Why cry?The world still revolve around us every single day without fail.Hahahaha(: Lets move on!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

Living up to all lies/

Past few days has come to an end.So lets put it behind and not think bout it anymore.Wrong decisions were made and we should not make the same mistake again.Upset because we cant undo anything.Past VS Present,Good VS Bad;its all a choice to make.Dont ever repeat the same mistake.I cant wait to watch 'The Last Song'.Sometimes staying alone is still the best cuz its the best time to reflect our own faults.

Monday, May 10, 2010

Not answered.

Is it right to continue like this?

Beloved birthday!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERIE ANN GOH HUA FERN!

Friday, May 7, 2010

Minds at state!

Exams will end next week!Yay then it will be my partaye time.Im so used to all girlfriends and now im not use to having a place in someones heart.Can someone rock out my mind?I just love to play a lot.Shake me rock me hell out!Pitbull will be in Singapore on the 18th May!Im gna go so badly,cant wait(: