Always im the one who want to end it off.But after ending off,I feel pain and sad.Is it right to end it off?I like him,but dont want to be with him and also cant be with him.Lets wait till the time is right.O.M.G! I think PMS is taking effect! Maybe i should just shut my mouth or something.I wna talk and spill out everything but cant.Everybody seems to be busy or tired with their things.My troubles are all stuck with me,i cant take it. I called Nich today:he said,"can we talk some other time?Im sick."I replied,"Okay bye!"
I called Mum today:I said,"Im home,and today i didnt stay back in school for....."(Havent finish).She replied,"Im busy call you back later,bye!"
I text sir and Luq yesterday.Best they only replied today.
If you are really busy,dont give others hope by saying get back to you later or some other day.Or else some idiot like me will be waiting like mad.
Seriously my temper was a little hot today.I grew mad,blast the music,eat ice-cream,bang things and scream!Okay,i should chill off a little.
Worst thing was that,no matter how hard i tried.I dont think anybody can see my effort.I feel like giving up,but no matter how hard i want to give up i must persevere.I dont want to be looked down upon.
Say goodbye to losers!(:
